Jazzie

I face enormous obstacles unusual for a classical pianist. It seems many of us come from charmed backgrounds and are supported by those who are supposed to love us and help nurture our dreams. I am blessed in a different manner. My total dedication to, and devotion for Ludi ( van Beethoven, to you!) is the centre of my being. The music spreads…[Read more]

I am shifting everything in my life. I desire to clear out all the old patterns gone stale. In order to create space for the fresh, new life I long for, I need to remove anything that stands in my way of that. Mainly this is my own resistance. Depression hurts, but it is comfortable. I suppose it can fuel my creative expression, as so very many…[Read more]

This morning, at my favourite park, I walked the trails again until I came to my beloved field. It is a huge, beautiful space, pristine, surrounded by the most luscious trees. I love the way the sky opens, so vast and free. I spread my arms to the sky, feeling miracles shining in. My goals are powerful, but the way to them must be made clear.…[Read more]

As I stated in my profile description, I am willing to go where the music will take me. I have been working on ways to surmount massive obstacles, leaving a painful past behind me….where it belongs. Music is my liberation. I now spread my wings to soar. Each day I focus firstly on piano practice, since I have decided I must be fabulous and…[Read more]

I was playing the Gymnopedies by Satie today….lovely musical meditations. I always imagine clouds floating ethereally by as I play this piece, emphasizing singing, round notes. Aahhh. Every day I gaze into the sky, feeling Ludi’s presence keenly, and opening to the expansive miracles that are pouring into my heart. This morning when I walked the…[Read more]